Instinct, emotions & logic

I use my instinct, emotions and logic interchangably and (preferably) appropiately...

The virtue one

A kind heart, a noble bearing, one walk with virtue and speak eloquently and wisely.
Where ever one go, one's words & aura quiets the troubled hearts and extinguish its afflictions. Clarity & peace one brings, from the mind and hence conduct. A blazing light in the dark confuse world.

Media brainwash?

How many of you think it is cool to look like this or act like that, because it's in the mainstream in media, without thinking the depths of it's purpose? If so, it either means you are brainwashed, mindlessly following the waves without questioning it's purpose or just insecure of thinking for yourselves.

I can't define it but I can refine it.

"I do not know what I am exactly right now, but I know what I am not or what I do not want to be. I cannot define it but I can refine it. Yet, I flow with the present."

I can't define and fixed myself because the human conscious and soul is beyond the comprehension for the mere discriminative conscious of conceptual mind. The depth lies in the unconscious. Refining can draw the conceptual understanding closer, and perhap not always unconsciously closer. That is why I flow with the presence, because although I can't conceptually understand and define myself, I can always natural be myself to some degree when becoming with the moment (considering external and mental factors influences).

Alpha males VS Beta males

I am not exactly sure of the difference between alpha males and beta males. But for now, lets assume alpha males means superior male species in terms of stronger or taller and more attractive physical attributes, stronger dominate assertive mentality and a potential confident leader (which is appealing for most women), where as the beta males are more passive, shy and not a leader type of men (perhaps less appealing to some women).

The question is which is better? Well, I still think I need to draw some clear lines before anwsering this question. We need to consider other factors. another factor to contribute whether they are wholesome or unwholesome, noble men or corrupted men or a mixture.

Whether alpha or beta male, I guess it does not really make a difference if you consider the attributes of their heart.

But generally speaking, I think alpha male may be more corrupted, because to be an alpha male, there must be a level of greed to stand out and to step over other men in order to become more superior. It actually draws the mind into an animalistic state of competition, which corrupts the kind and humble heart. Generally, a better man is not concern of image and reputation, nor is he contentious over worldly affairs. He rather be humble, have humility and let other people go ahead and not show off nor dominate others people for ego satisfaction.

However, their are also beta males who has corrupted intentions like jealousy, hatred, ego issues who wants to step over others but do not have the attributes to do so. Being beta male does not show if you are noble or not.

Now, I am aware that most women are attracted to alpha male, because of their leadship mentality and more stronger and attractive physical attributes. However, the reason why they desire this is because their mind and heart are dwelling into a more animalistic level, where they submit to the stronger species (whether right or wrong) and think of the physical lust attributes.

However, there are virtuous women who do not feel submissive to men's dominate aura, as that is not valuable to them and whereas inner virtue is more appealing to them. In fact, they may find egotistic and dominating attribute disgusting because they understand how egotistic can lead to the potential dark demonic path and find that kindness, peaceful, decent, up right, respectful and humble attributes more appealling. Furthermore, since purer women are less lusty, physical attributes of men do not play a major decision factor, as the heart counts more.

It is understandable that most women mentally prefer to be the idea nice decent girl which is ideal for society, as a lady, however their mind, character, personality and behaviour may speaks another, and falls into a state of manipulation and self denial. It take strength for most women to purify and wise up to some degree to become a proper woman.

Again, you get alot of mixture and types of males and female, so this is only generalising. But all in all, it is the idea how like minded people attracts like minded people. Opposites may attracts in terms of external factors like different hobbies and jobs which because intriguing and new to each other, but in terms of the heart, it is usually like attracts like. A virtuous person will look for virtuous person.

Fighting the social confusion

Bless are those who live with dignity, loyality and morality in the times of social confusion, corrupted media brain wash and mental turbidity.

Those who have made it this far, there is much hope for a brighter path I believe.

Beauty can be for dangerous for some

Beauty can be a curse, a hindrance to humility and the natural non-conceited/non-paranoid mind.
Bless are those who walks with their hearts and not in their imaginary cat walk stage ;)

What does it takes to be a man, to grow up?

One can say, to be a man, one must first break free from the bad influence of the foolish and immature, find a place to settle in peace, learn to live with his basic needs to survive, and then slowly build his life into the direction he want.

Of course, there is more to that but regard this as a stepping stones struture.

The greater unconscious mind

I wanted to articulate a point how great the unconscious mind is, and I happened to find a nice and effective quote from Rach.

"The conscious mind is brilliant, but the unconcious mind is a hell of alot smarter..." - Rach

Many people fail to realised that the unconscious inner mind is powerful, full of wisdom and light as it is behind the veil that not much people know or even can comprehend. They think that because the conscious mind is active, it is impressive. However, mere conceptual conscious mind, even though it is useful to some degree, do not possess the wisdom and light on the unconscious mind, which is true insight wisdom. People get to the unconscious mind through meditation and spiritual practice.

That is why there is a different between conceptual wisdom (ideas) and insight wisdom (inner light).

Hard work pays off

In times of hardship, I have to remind myself the goals and reasons why I am doing this, and that the hardwork pays off.

It is hardwork, but life will be harder without doing the work. It'll pay off soon.